would die to be with you....

u are my dreams, u are the reality,

u are my thrist, u are my ocean,

u are the restlessness of my heart,

u are the determination.

  

u are the one whom i wish to see first,

u are my god and u are my only world,

u are the one whom i wish to steal from you,

u are the only one about whom i wish to be with.

i love you from the first time i talked, 

i became maniac of you first time u kissed,

ur hugs convinced me that you are just mine,

all i can say that you make me shine.

maybe sometimes u think that i get angry too oftenly,

baby,u dont think what i feel inside me,

u still dont understand me completely,

u still dont know what i have for you.

u expect much from me , that i know,

bur what i expect, i dont like to show.

i still love u the way as before,

only difference is conflict over certain things.

your first touch still remains fresh in my mind,

when first u saw cigarette in my hand n said "i dont mind",

i loved it when u looked in my eyes,

i loved it when i was close to you n u were all mine.

yours is the only face that i see with my eyes closed, 

i wish to be with u and see all my life get passed,

your deep eyes and soft lips urge me to loose control,

but every time i end up killing my instincts.

last vacations (winters) took a heavy toll on me,

crying, tears and the distance seemed to be the destiny,

every night after sms chat i ended up sleeping at four,

dont hope same will be the case this time as before.

waste, crap and rubbish those tears appear now,

u were not serious for me, "wow,

dont worry, i wont break any of my promises that i made,

but unlike before , this is the only love that i had.

u dont know how i felt about hearing of something,

appeared that i had had lost my everything,

or maybe i gave my everything in return of nothing, 

then haunted the thought, "did u ever had anything".

hope u will try n see what i have for you,

though i know what i mean to you,

there is nothing that i now expect from you,

and a big sorry from bottom of my heart for hurting you.

Big sorry for getting angry and hating you when i had no reason......

                                                               i wish i don't have to say this line ever, " you had me, u let me go".

bbye sweetheart , gonna miss u lot n yaa love you....................                                                    

                                                

Being alone at hostel

corridors which kept buzzing wit guys all round are quite

seems that mess workers have got some respite.

you have all the license to shout and sing

seems that everyone is himself's king.

books and notes have been thrown into the shelf

its the perfect time to relax our self.

cricket and TT are all in the action

but as always i remain far away from perfection.

bikes seems to be the only mates to roam around

at nites one can easily hear the barking sound.

after all these days the hostel seems to be just a mere structure

seems like being alone in the hostel is going to make me fracture.

Amative

My love, my heart, my soul is my gift to you
Your smile, your love is the only reward I would want

Precious, like a gem made by angels to shine forever
Releasing the passion inside me that burns for you
Intertwining our destinies, so that we two soul mates
Now and forever, can live out our hopes and dreams
Creating our own bond of life, to overcome the challenges
Explore the mysteries, and to enjoy life as it should be
Sharing the peace and love, that everyone looks for
So in the end I want nothing, because I have everything I need