u are my dreams, u are the reality,
u are my thrist, u are my ocean,
u are the restlessness of my heart,
u are the determination.
u are the one whom i wish to see first,
u are my god and u are my only world,
u are the one whom i wish to steal from you,
u are the only one about whom i wish to be with.
i love you from the first time i talked,
i became maniac of you first time u kissed,
ur hugs convinced me that you are just mine,
all i can say that you make me shine.
maybe sometimes u think that i get angry too oftenly,
baby,u dont think what i feel inside me,
u still dont understand me completely,
u still dont know what i have for you.
u expect much from me , that i know,
bur what i expect, i dont like to show.
i still love u the way as before,
only difference is conflict over certain things.
your first touch still remains fresh in my mind,
when first u saw cigarette in my hand n said "i dont mind",
i loved it when u looked in my eyes,
i loved it when i was close to you n u were all mine.
yours is the only face that i see with my eyes closed,
i wish to be with u and see all my life get passed,
your deep eyes and soft lips urge me to loose control,
but every time i end up killing my instincts.
last vacations (winters) took a heavy toll on me,
crying, tears and the distance seemed to be the destiny,
every night after sms chat i ended up sleeping at four,
dont hope same will be the case this time as before.
waste, crap and rubbish those tears appear now,
u were not serious for me, "wow,
dont worry, i wont break any of my promises that i made,
but unlike before , this is the only love that i had.
u dont know how i felt about hearing of something,
appeared that i had had lost my everything,
or maybe i gave my everything in return of nothing,
then haunted the thought, "did u ever had anything".
hope u will try n see what i have for you,
though i know what i mean to you,
there is nothing that i now expect from you,
and a big sorry from bottom of my heart for hurting you.
Big sorry for getting angry and hating you when i had no reason......
i wish i don't have to say this line ever, " you had me, u let me go".
bbye sweetheart , gonna miss u lot n yaa love you....................
